hw 18

This thanksgiving I went upstate for the holiday. I think that we did both. early in the morning we watch the parade together as a family talked and laughed. Then we sat in the kicten and talked about chirstmas and we talked about what is going on in the new. Then We danced around before eating and a little after eating. We listen to a little bit of old school music. We also watched the football game and then watched the chris rock stand-up comedy. And after watching it we started talking about avatar and the point of the movie. And before leaving we made fun of how a lot of black and spanish people "act".
And with my grandmother just finish having surgery on her knee we try to help her with things so that she does hurt her self. But me being the"badone" in the family i think that after 5 month she should be doing alittle bit more then what she is doing. So I help her with somethings but I think that she needs to get stong again so she needs to do somethings. And with my aunt in California not feeling with my mom thinks that something is wrong with her but we just call to see if she is ok but don't talk to much until she is ready to talk about it.
I think that when it comes to me I don't talk about people illness but after a while I start to talk about it and stuff I feel that is the only way to make yourself better is if you deal with. And maybe it is nit the best way to handle it but I think it is and people never want to talk about how they want people to treat them so I go off what I would want and what I would fell comfortable with.

Hw 17

When it comes to illness and dying I never think about it nor do I want to think about. I mean I know I going to die and that I have to die but I just can't picture what life would be like without me or think about how I will not be able to think feel or move. I think that is going to be hard to do this unit because of the fact that I am scared to think abaout that thought. And with most people not wanting to talk about things that can kill us I don't think that we will all be open to everything.
The idea in my house is that we don't need to go to the hospital. My mom feels that if you sleep it off the cold would go away or if you have aids that fact that you just deal wityh it you will live longer. So we kind believe that if you have a positive look on things life will be better. I do feel that is true and I think that when I see people in the hospital I try to lighten their day so that they can see the positive side of life so make them laugh.
But I do think that if I was sick I would not want anyone to see me. I think that I would want to be myself to get my rest so that I can get out of there. But I am dying and I know that I am not going to live an longer I want people that I am going to miss. But I really never thought about to say. and hopeful I will learn more about to deal with dying as this unit begins.